So here is the case the I will go directly to the answer no confusion ok ( believe in god )
The logical mind is always an enemy to the realization to God because the mind comes from the conscious and subconscious mind.
“God has no religion.” – Mahatma Gandhi
And that mind generate the logic processed by your memory and memory can not be processed more than its limit.
So bear in mind ”no logic in this world makes you realise to believe in God” it can use as ”accelerator’‘ to your naughty or I can say atheist mind to that extent where you can use the knowledge to get close to the God realization.
But the mind can never be totally responsible for god realization.
Like devotion or bhaktiyog it always about the believe system, you have to believe sometime before you get that thing,
Like example- if you think you are a yogi or a meditator and then you practice the meditation or yoga then the fruit of that action comes to you easily but if you involve your logical mind to that then doubt comes then you can’t perceive those knowledge and realization.
As it is said in Bhagavad Gita that “the person who doubt on him or herself will never be happy in heaven or hell there will be no peace for him or her either in this world or god realm“.
Jesus story for believing in god
As Jesus said or did in his miracle we can say that if you have faith on God and only focus on him or on his face in your mind then you can walk on water but if you doubt then there is no salvation for you.
(Jesus walk on water story)
In the time Jesus send his 12 apostles to spread his message or to preach to the people to heal the people
They were not confident about their ability because they are not ready or says qualified for healing the people but Jesus said to them to go and said to them that ”Kingdom of heaven is at your hand and said while you are on the mission you will heal the people and lame by anoiting them by oil you will cast out the demon“.
They were very confused about their ability at that time
They all do not know how will can be this happen by their hand because they where not capable to do miracles but Jesus said straight forwardly to them
“I grant you this power or authority to heal anybody.
Some or the other day you all have this power for a long time but for now you have my power because I give it to you“.
That means the godhead give you the power you cannot imagine but to receive that power, you have to believe it first as you can see the followers were not sure about their ability but the power given to them is actively working throughout the journey ( Read story of Jesus Christ sending the followers to world to spread his teaching )
So to Receive the power you have to aside your ego and logic
Surrender to your God give it all to your God because he is ready to give you all the powers he have.
In the further incident Jesus said ”you will not carry any bag or clothes to this long journey just be dependent on father in heaven or god “.
Here he want to make his disciple to be more devotee but the only way to make them that it to take away all the material supports and the god wants same from you
You believe in him or not he will taking care all the way of your life realise that we should consider and remember that.
It is stated in Mahabharat the life of Krishna Arjuna depends on Krishna will, all of them to depend on Krishna survive either they are powerful or powerless, even there is karna ( the super warriors , son of sun god) in front of Arjuna who is more talented than Arjuna but Arjuna win the war because he was surrender to God
( Read or see all Mahabharat episodes )
Now just listen to me, the knowledge here is not for someone special, ( believe in god )
It is for all but there is something special just for you and it depends on your journey your spiritual understanding.
Maybe you will say with after 1 year but you will understand it differently
Because the spiritual knowledge Divya Gyan is all about absorption by the Seeker
What you will see will give you the answer to that question believe in god
The presence of your thought is nothing do you believe in god or not
You will say I am trying but guess what my child all he said to many generation from his divine knowledge there is something just for you only and it depends on your believe system and your devotion to your god there is something for you now in this
Your situation
Just surrender to your personal god respect to the your religion.
Now consider this , this is the indicator of God.
Listen to me carefully and observe
”the life which you are going through, believe me what was something which stays with you that the hidden message for you only specially for you” you read every thing but when it comes you will understand what knowledge your god wants you to hear.
But first you have to calm down and surrender to your personal god
As Jesus said don’t be afraid can you really add a single hour to your life by being stressed or anxious no none never.
So be peaceful at first
As Krishna says all is up to me within me to just the same thing Jesus was saying be mine eat my bread then there will be no fear for you but Jesus says seek first the kingdom of God, as Krishna says first surrender on to me then rest is assured
Then why are you thinking so much about the life seriously
Everything is possible in the kingdom of God Kingdom in here only when you surrender and withdraw your control and your surrender and except his power you are already in the kingdom of God
Don’t give chance to your logical mind to get involve into world just be in the God world just be in the God words just be here surrender Every worry you have then you are free trust me please trust me
There are so many reason to doubt
Just consider a thing if god takes birth, and appears in this world infront of you l, will you be able to recognize him nope never
Just reconsidered the Krishna and Jesus Christ appears infront of you in this world and do that kind of stuff they had done in their lifetime
will you be able to recognize them able to accept them as a God know you will definitely doubt them make them punished
God said in his scriptures that he will come in every Era but the people in today’s Era not be able to recognize him people will not accept him because the people in today’s world are full of doubt they will not accept recognize, considered the God.
At that time also Jesus was not accepted by their own people
The people of Krishna’s era so many of them did not consider him as god
So how can you say that in today’s Era where there is no purity in thoughts and soul, will be possible for people to recognize or identify the god.
For that you have to first stop lingering on something you have to be free from impure thoughts then you will realize god
There are so many people who realize god will tell you there are realizations where people realize the power of God.
But first you have to surrender yourself to your own God, without surrender you cannot attain divine knowledge
It doesn’t matter what religion or sect you belong to. It only matters how strong your faith is and how much you can dedicate yourself. In reality, we don’t have anything to dedicate.
Because God has given us all this life. Whatever we have is only and only God’s. Whether it is our house, our money, our children or everything around us, God has given it to us.
That is why whatever you dedicate to God, yet to give a new dimension to your intelligence, it is being said that you should completely dedicate yourself, your future, your past, your present
When you surrender, only then you can see God, only then you can get the knowledge which will help you in attaining Godliness, which will make you feel that apart from the physical world, there is a supreme power in this world.
If you look carefully, whenever any incarnation has been born in all the different religions of the world, they have spoken the same thing
At the time when this incarnation was born, there were no mobile phones, no internet, no computers and people did not even know that apart from their landmass, there was another continent in this world across the ocean
Yet if you read Krishna, Buddha, Jesus Christ, they said the same thing, only the difference in language will make you understand
Like Buddha said Buddham Sharanam Gachhami i.e. go to the refuge of Buddha
Like Krishna said that you just reside in me, just follow me, then you will get happiness
Just like Jesus Christ said that whoever eats the bread given by me will get salvation
How did it happen that all these Mahavtars were born in different corners of the world, yet their words are the same
Because all of them know that the refuge of God is the only solution
That is why first of all surrender, your God will find you on his own.